Having completed for God the Process of the Seals of the Age in full I have also been creating a lovely space called my life surrounded by good and loving people. It has taken most of my life to achieve it given the amount of abuse and persecution I have experienced through out my 60 years. Having spent many years working hard to bring change to the world and thus to my own people “Maori” after huge sacrifice I have reached a place whereby I have no desire to step back into the exposure of abusive and misguided persons.
After watching the abuse within the tribes on going and the determination within it to continue in the corruption and cycle of this I have concluded that taking the good years of my life and sacrifice while receiving very little respect or common decency back is something I choose to no longer put up with.
It is clear that if one is a truth Sayer, one is not on the same page as the corruption and the abusive cycle within the tribes and unless one fits into this one is ostracized, silenced and condemned. God sent the people a very great and true gift and it was dismissed and refused by those that falsely believe they know better than God. Simply Gods verdict is in on that.
When the tribes can do this to those that are serving at such heights and to other good woman such as Tanya Martin and Nanaia Mahuta after their years of giving it becomes clear that the abuse cycle is so instilled, the people must prefer it to being free, then I say, declare I am not willing to go backwards to intervene anymore. I have been selfless to extraordinary lengths and made vast personal sacrifices and in this been given no quarter by my own people.
Having founded a space of good and peace joy and happiness with good people around me I challenge Maori to create a better way of being than is seen thus far. But I will no longer be exposed to the abusive cycle I had endured at the hands of those who falsely believe they have mana and power. I value myself and my child too much to condemn us to more exposure of this abusive and corrupt cycle Maori is stuck in, desires to follow and seemingly reveres as their way.
When every conversation is a condemnation through false superiority complex and a put down which is a lessening added to by a wall it becomes clear that there is no value of another and no respect, no common decency.Certainty this woman’s voice has not been heard on the marae and unlikely to ever be. Yet I have not been silenced a direct result of the attempts to silence truth Some will falsely believe they have won my heart breaks for it is the exact opposite but celebrate regardless you have not listened before so I see no reason why that would change now.
I have dealt with Control people all my life they are destructive harmful violent and not nice to be around. No matter how perfect, true, or good one is it will never be right, good enough, or acceptable. No matter how true ones heart is and believe me, many a kaumatua and Kuia have expressed my heart to be more Maori than most Maori, there is no hope when hearts are closed I am not willing to be used, abused, trampled on with those doing so seeing themselves as normal and right!. I have to call it as it is. It is useless to continue to expend 24/7 effort to this lost cause and Maori are lost. It is in their conversations in their hui and in their power structures. I say enough, people can only be free when they chose to be, saved when they desire to be, and changed when they decide to change. Self destruction is the course ahead for these ones and no amount of effort will stop them.
I have waited and waited patiently;for some sort of difference towards myself to arrive and been let down time and again. This is something that I refuse to live with any longer safe in the knowing The Age is sealed. I chose God and life not abuse and destruction. Maori and I are not on the same charted course when corruption, abuse and suppression of myself and others in the tribes who stand up in truth. Is the order of the day.
Taking goodness for weakness and truth as the enemy a huge error refusing God more so and I have never nor ever will be complicit with that. The rest they say is history.